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| I feel like an idiot. I got sunburn.
Aren't I supposed to know better?
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| Oh my god. I'm leaving in the morning.
This is insane. How can I possibly endure 4 years away from all of you? I know some of you very well, and some of you, I don't know hardly at all. It doesn't matter. You were there. Helping create the beautiful reality that was high school. Now it's just a fantasy. As much as I try, and you try, nothing will ever be the same as it is right now. Ever. It's a scary proposition.Think about it. We will never be the same. We will probably see each other again soon, but we will no longer be fussing about what color our sheets are. The sheets will become part of the background. We're gonna have bigger fish to fry. We're gonna be in a new, bigger world than what we have ever known. More opportunities, more people, more experiences, new memories.
New isn't bad, it's just different. Different isn't so bad, is it? Tell me it isn't.
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| OMG.
I <3 Harry Potter.
That is all I have to say.
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I am experiencing people-who-aren't-my-family withdrawl.
I've applied for 7 jobs, and no one has called me back. Why? I don't know.
I'm starting to want a job. If only to get out of the house and feel accomplished, and also to avoid my mother's home renovation projects. We haven't planned a summer vacation. It is likely that I'll be here all summer. Job-less. Will someone pack me into their suitcase?
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| This song gets me every time.
I can't even relate.
And it still gets me.
The Special Two
Missy Higgins
I've hardly been outside my room in days
'Cause I don't feel that I deserve the sunshine's rays
And darkness helped until the whiskey wore away
And it was then I realized that conscience never fades.
When you're young you have this image of your life
That you'll be scrupulous and one day even make a wife
And you make boundaries you'd never dream to cross
And if you happen to, you wake completely lost
But I will fight for you, be sure that I will fight 'til we're the special two once again
And we will only need each other, we'll bleed together
Our hands will not be taught to hold another's
'Cause we're the special two
And we could only see each other, we'll breathe together
These arms will not be taught to need another's
'Cause we're the special two
I remember someone old once said to me
That lies will lock you up with truth the only key
But I was comfortable and warm inside my shell
And couldn't see this place could soon become my hell
So is it better to tell and hurt or lie to save their face?
Well I guess the answer is, don't do it in the first place
I know I'm not deserving of your trust from you right now,
Ah, but if by chance you change your mind
You know I will not let you down
'Cause we were the special two, and we'll be again
And we will only need each other, we'll breathe together
Our hands will not be taught to hold another's
'Cause we're the special two
And we can only see each other, we'll bleed together
These arms will not be taught to need another's
And we're the special two
I step outside my mind's eyes for a minute
And I look over me like a doctor looking for disease
Something that could ease the pain
But nothing cures the hurt you, you bring on by yourself
Just remembering, just remembering how we were
When we would only need each other, we'd breathe together
Our hands would not be taught to hold another's
We were the special two
And we could only see each other we'd bleed together
These arms would not be taught to need another's
'Cause we're the special two
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